domingo, 7 de septiembre de 2008

Not much to say

Hi to everyone.

Today has been a very lazy day.

Yesterday I went out with some friends to a disco which always has good music. It's not the typical disco with the typical music that everybody love and dance. It's a different disco, there you can listen to Rock, Indie... etc. They even played Coldplay yesterday!

My boyfriend felt really happy.

Well today... we've spent much time sleeping, we've made the lunch and we've played nintendo ds games.

If I have to say the truth, something happened yesterday that made me feel really weird and still today annoys me.

All was going cool, I mean: people were happy, no problems, no conflicts nor troubles. The idea of going to the disco was in order to celebrate the birthday of two of my friends so everyone seemed very happy to go there.

We entered in the disco and all was still well. Then the thing started. My boyfriend started to dance with our friends and I felt a little alone because all my friends and my boyfriends were dancing and I really felt outside the group.

Then, Coldplay started to sound and I got very happy for my boyfriend because he must be their fan number one for sure.

But then he started to dance with a friend and I felt even more lonely.

I talked with him later and told what I felt and he apologized and said sorry. He said that he didn't do all that for making me feel that way, he did it without caring and he didn't realized.

I did forgive him, of course, but that couldn't avoid that I felt weird during all the night and this morning.

I don't know if it's because me or because he didn't do things well but I'm still asking myself why I feel this way.

Never mind. It's not such an important thing. It's more important for me that I love him and that I know that he loves me crazily.

So well... I didn't have so much more to explain and tomorrow I'm waking up early because I have to go to the Music School in order to do the enrolment.

I hope it all goes well.

Enjoy^^ and have a nice beginning of the week.

By the way, next Friday 12th it's my birthday. I'll turn 19 and well... I'm not extremely excited for that but it's something amazing. At least I'm very happy for that, I feel lucky.

Have a nice week!

Cherry

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