What am I doing with myself?

My mother actually says it: You are destroying yourself.

That's what I'm doing, oh yes.

Self-disappointment, pain, harm.

I thought I was braver. I thought I wasn't so stupid.

I thought I was tougher, stronger, more powerful than I'm showing now.

I should stop talking and start doing. I should care less about people and care more about me.

It's not egoism, I'd say it's called survival.

Enjoy.

Cherry

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